Grief

 

Sometimes it is good to take a breather.  I don't know if I believe in vacations.  Why would you go on a vacation if you are living according to your way of life?  I don't know.  Maybe you want to explore or whatever.  I enjoy my way of life so, exploring is good, I'll admit, once in a while.

Everyday is an exploration day at the Ranch.  You explore thoughts, feelings, emotions, occurrences, situations.  There's never a dull moment.  The mind is a universe in itself.

Today I ended up taking a nap on this bluff.  So, I didn't explore much.  Maybe my mind was done working out.

A part of the day was tough.  One of our ponies joined the big herd in the sky.  It is never easy.  It doesn't get easier.  I did explore the feelings associated with loss.

Grief.  What is grief.  A hole.  A darkness.  An emptiness.  Who knows.  We all know it don't feel right.  Best to keep quiet when others are grieving instead of some dumb ass comment.  That's all I got on that.

Day 2 is done.